Today was my 1st day back to work from being off dealing with whatever this illness is. I was kind of dreading it but I knew I had to get up and get going. Once I got to work it was a struggle as my voice had faded again but by lunch it was starting to come back. I didn’t expect a grand welcome back, I actually was kind of wondering if I was going to be sent back home. I had been off a couple of days without pay and I knew that we were only allowed so many incidents before we could be terminated.
The reality that I no longer had any PTO and could possibly lose my job frightened me but I refused to let the devil have any of the joy God has given me. I have come to far to turn back now. I slept in my truck when I was going through because of the devil, surely if it comes to it I can sleep in my truck for Jesus. I have enough faith though to know he won’t let it get that far. It’s just a reminder that every day won’t be easy when your’e living for The Father and The Son.
This spiritual journey I’m on has shown me a whole new perspective on patience. I’m not as quick to get upset as I have been in the past and I try not to run people over as often now. Yes I do still have some road rage, just not as bad, Lol. I’ll be the 1st to admit on my journey I am still a work in progress.
I love where I have come from and I love where I am going on this journey. I have learned a lot, I have a lot to share and I see God opening new doors for me that I’ve never seen before.(Eyes haven’t Seen The Kind of Blessings That’s About To Fall On Me). Thank you Tasha Cobbs Leonard for that song. I had no idea but God had been preparing a story for me to tell all along that would open up doors of endless possibilities.
He shows me a New Journey Each Day, that gives me the excitement and the strength to continue on and tell my story, the good, the bad and the UGLY.
A BRAND NEW KIND OF ME