As the 1st day of the new year comes to an end I ask that you forgive me 2019. Forgive me for my selfishness, forgive me for my lack of understanding, forgive me for not loving you enough to love myself.
Forgive me 2019 for the days I lost by not taking the time to do what I needed to do. Forgive me for not taking the time to do what was right.
Forgive me 2019 for allowing someone to use me or hurt me, for allowing someone to make me feel less than who I am. Forgive me for costing you such precious moments of appreciation.
Forgive me 2019 for the time that I shut you out because I was shut up in a room feeling sorry for myself. Forgive me for the times I shut you down when you tied to show me I could do more with my life, my time, my energy.
Forgive me 2019 for laughter we didn’t experience, joy we missed out on, adventures we can’t share. Forgive me for The frowns instead of smiles, for the tears instead of sunshine for heartaches and heart brakes.
Forgive me 2019 for the love we missed out on because I was afraid to love again. Forgive me for the horrible attitudes I displayed because I was determined to not allow anyone to get close to me.
Forgive me 2019 for blaming you and everyone else for my unhappiness instead of facing myself. Forgive me for the fake displays 2019 when I wrote you, spoke of you or planned for your.
Forgive Me 2019 Forgive Me.
A BRAND NEW KIND OF ME