Tamela Mann says it best. God does provide, no matter your needs.
I feel the need to be as transparent as possible sometimes. There is someone out here going through the same things or similar to what I’m going through may one day read my blog. Knowing a real person is being tested in a similar way sometimes helps to find discernment, strength, support or comfort.
My faith has really been tested in the last 2 weeks but this week was the hardest. Wednesday was a tell all that made me see myself differently. I had received a utility bill that covered 2 months. The due date on the bill was 3/28 for the past due amount or sufficient payment arrangements would have to be made.
I knew I still had a little time and I was standing on faith that God would make a way.
Well, on 3/27 the lights at the apartment got turned off. The utility company stated it was because of the past due amount, no matter what was on the bill. Now of course I was hurt, upset, in tears and I felt let down. I felt that God had forsaken me and abandoned me.
I was at a lost but not lost, I was determined not to give up. I didn’t curse God and I tried hard not to blame him. I did tell him how I felt and I know he was listening and not judging me. It was hard for me to pray but I knew I had to keep going and continue to believe.
I remained steadfast and unmoveable that I loved God and I knew he loved me. By Thursday my mind was all over the place. I was trying to remind myself to let go and let God instead of trying to work things out on my own. I had so many bills that had piled up on me from being sick and not getting a decent paycheck for almost a month. It seemed like every bill became due or past due at the same time.
The utility company stated it would take the entire past due of $546 to get the utilities turned back on. Well God said otherwise. Friday morning the representative said $250! I couldn’t do anything but thank God and cry when I found out. GOD WILL PROVIDE!
Why am I sharing something so personal? Because I want someone to see how he moves like I had to see. I want someone to realize that when he says he will, he will. Even though it looks like God is not working things out because he’s not doing it your way doesn’t mean he’s not working on your behalf.
Just sit back and wait, God Will Provide!
A BRAND NEW KIND OF ME
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