I have told you stories of past, shared pain and truth. Today I want to share truth in the present. Today God blessed me to close a final chapter from my ex marriage and the release was magnificent, glorious. Today God showed me the strength that he has given me to move forward with my life as he has planned. He showed me that now I can and will be able to achieve all that I have dreamed of. There was no sense of anything or anyone holding me back or keeping me down.
As God closed this chapter, I felt such a burdened weight lifted from my shoulders. I felt joy, peace and happiness, I was excited. God gave me a renewed sense of Love that I didn’t think I would ever have again, love that I never knew I had. He showed me life through 1st loving him. He then showed me love as it should be in life. I was so happy I felt like I was just floating in his clouds all day.
I thought I would be drowning in existing hurt and pain, yet instead God had me glowing, smiling and looking beautiful. I spent time with my children and grandchildren at the park. I don’t remember the last time I ran, literally. I was chasing my granddaughters in the park, going down the slide with them, heck even playing red light, green light. I was being me, happy and care free.
I didn’t care who was watching or talking. I didn’t care about any of the negative stuff that’s usually on my mind. You see I thought I was never good enough for my ex husband to be faithful. Nah, not today! Today I was good enough for God and for me and that’s all that mattered to me.
Today I started a new chapter of rehabilitation for restoration. TODAY GOD MAGNIFIED A Brand New Kind Of Me. If your going through hurt or pain or anything that you need God to heal you from. Keep praying, believing and most importantly submit your self, your hurt or your pain to him. Allow him to sanctify your pain for his glory and watch how he will move in your life…….HALLELUJAH and Amen
A BRAND NEW KIND OF ME